SEX IN MY CITY

It was hardly the perfect time or place, but my feelings for her were too strong to keep within myself any longer. I HAD to tell her tonight how I really felt about her, there was no two ways about that, no turning back, she must know. "Tonight", the words rang on and on in my conscious mind, trying to psyche myself up for the moment. I sensed the urgency. Our feelings for each other were real, yet I couldn't bring myself to ask her, even after all these months of flirting, holding hands, or our bodies "accidentally" touching in the crowded club. You see, I wasn't sure if she was like one of us, as she has been involved with many men before this. In fact just last week she was snogging my male friend on the dance floor. When I found out, my heart was deeply broken as I thought I had lost her for certain. Unfortunately for me, I knew she wouldn't make the first move. She was waiting for me.

That night, we met as usual at our weekly party destination. The club was full and alive, like all Friday nights, and I was pushing my way through the crowd looking for her when she suddenly caught my eye. There she was in our usual spot wearing a new, but one of her usual sexy outfits. She looked stunningly attractive, my heart was pounding faster just looking at her. She saw me coming, and flashed me a flirtatious smile. "God, I HAVE to tell her tonight". I approached her and told her she looked great, and returned a charming smile of my own.

We danced, she reached out to hold my hand, I squeezed it tight, and just like what she has been doing the past few times, her fingers started to entwine mine one by one. I have been taking that as a signal that she wanted more from me, but I still couldn't be sure. Anyhow, I braced myself, took one deep breath and told her I needed to ask her something. From the look on her face, I gathered she knew what was about to happen. I pulled her aside, sat on a bar stool as she stood beside me, cradled by my legs, our hands still holding on to each other.

It was a while before I gathered enough courage to say the words. "Is there something going on between us? I really need to know because I am deeply attracted to you". Her lips moved, about to answer my question, but instead she stopped, looked down, her hands letting go of mine. My heart sank into a bottomless pit.

It seemed like eternity before she slowly looked up and gazed deeply into my eyes, as if trying to read them. She moved closer and then started kissing me full on the lips, right there in the corner of the club. It went on for the longest time. The passion was very intense. It was as if we were trying to make up for lost time caused by all that unspoken pent-up feelings between the two of us. Then she drew back and looked me in the eyes. I pull her close to me as she whispered in my ear, "does that answer your question dear?"

That night we both knew for sure. It had become very clear that it was love at first kiss.

CRG, Sex in MY City